Done......At Last!!!!!!!

At Last!!!!!!!!!!! I can jump around for joy for awhile, Yes! Yes! Yes! I've finished setting my final exam papers!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!! I manage to finish 7 papers and I repeat 7 PAPERS in 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!

Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! Amazing but very taxing oh!!!! What a relief now..... means that tomorrow I can go to Cemeron Highlands!!!!!!! Errr... not so keen to go la don't know why, I just don't have to mood....

As I was happily typing this post, my sweet heart Chrispy is sitting quietly beside me struggling to finish setting her exam paper Hehehehe!!!!! She is as quiet as a mouse, with a serious and a warning sign 'Do not disturb Me! Or else.....!' written all over herface, she forced herself to face the 'old horse' laptop and pain staking typing away. Poor girl, she got two more papers left but I have none!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!! Oh, I am so very mean!!!!!!!

Gambate Chrispy sweet heart!!!!!!!!!!

Super Duper TENSION!!!!!!!!!!

I am super duper the sad to be back in my " KKB Detention Camp" last Saturday...
Then come the Monday blues this morning.... I really feel no mood to go to work and I feel like taking MC (since I am still coughing and Home sick!)

Anyway Mom had trained me not to simply get 'MC' since I was in primary school so I had no choice and 'kwai kwai' with 'bin chao chao' (Blackcurrent face la!!! ) go to school with Lemon (Lemon makes me a bit 'bersemangat' want to go to school) this morning... I saw Chrispy and later Plum in the staffroom that makes my day brighten a little bit.

Unfortunately... later, during assembly, we received a tremendous bad news.... "Final exam will be held on the 16th October 2008, means its only about 10 days from now!!!!!" My 'semangat' really drop down to negative degree.... and my a little bit bright sunny morning turns to thunder storm plus tornado, hurricane, tsunami, earth quake, volcano eruption...... "WTF???????? I have to come out with 7 papers in less than 10 days!!!!" I haven't even started one paper yet!!!!"

"SHIT!!!!!" (Sorry mind my bad manners) but really "Super the duper tension!!!!!!!!!!!!" Never in my entire life, have I been so damn tension before....." The worse things are, ALL my papers will start on the first and second day itself!!!!

"The Holy 28 Samma Sam Buddha, Holy Dhamma, Holy Sangha, Holy Arahants, Holy Bodhisatva, My beloved 'Chor Kong and Papa',..... HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I understand what is the meaning of living in samsara..."

Lagi worse, I have to go to Cameron Highlands this weekends.... " You say la, siau or not? I don't care, if I cannot finish my exam papers within this week, I WILL NOT GO TO CAMERON HIGHLANDS!!!!!!!! (Macam la aku suka sangat pergi.... :( :( )

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At last manage to finish two papers for now, left another 5 to go.... Need to struggle harder tomorrow... like someone (I forgot who liau) used to say to me long time ago"Who ask you to born half buta, so now you have to double struggle lo...." How very true these words seems to me now.....

Aiya! Useless to complain " Half buta ke, totally buta ke, totally tak buta ke, I still need to finish the papers la..... bising for what? Silly ar!!!!!"

Sad Movie Don't Always Make Me Cry!!!

Jeft told me about the new Singapore movie last week "Money Not Enough 2" He said it was a good movie and the movie make him cry! He said the movie very touching leh... later, Orange also said the same thing, she told me that it was a touching movie but I don't think she cried la... you know la Orange Tan wow!!! Surely hard to cry one...

Later that week Allan told me that he watched already and he said it was touching again!!!! I thought to myself 'Wow! Since so many people said that this movie so touching, it surely must be touching enough to make me cry my eyes out."

So yesterday, I watched the movie on my laptop together with my mom... we watch, watch and watch till the end.... but no tears come out from our eyes......

Then mom asked me " Touching meh?"

Ceh! of course touching la but it just not enough to make me cry only ma....

Anyway mom and I do agree that the movie is good and the Malaysian veteran actress 'Lai Meng' that act as the mother is quite a good actress but the storyline.... ok la not bad lo.

Why Sweetness is Poisonous!!!!!!!!!!

Notice that why since yesterday I keep saying about sweetness and sweet words are poisonous? Even in my Msn shout out I put 'sweet words melts the heart but too much sweet words breaks the heart" You wanna know the real reason why i said all those things?

It's just too heart breaking and extremely hurtful plus embarrassed for me to mention it here but since I cannot stand the pressure of keeping the secret all bottled up in my heart any longer... I will tell the whole world what has prompt me to post out that shout out...

Well.... well.... Sweetness is definitely poisonous..... just like sweet words..... cause......

I am gaining WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It makes me damn sad, damn heartbreaking....... I HATE SWEET THINGS!!!!

That's why la, Chrispy, Plum, Lemon, Orange, Vanonica, Banana and the others ha..... no more 'MENTOS LUCKY DRAW' ha... See la Mdm. Lee said that I put on weight liau la!!!!! So damn embarrassed and hurtful.

No more KFC, No more Baskin Robbins, No more pasar Ramadhan la. People Puasa get to slim down... I yang tak puasa naik pula berat badan!!!!!!!!!!! What is this la....

No More Sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Uwahhhhhh!!!! Wa banyak sad la.... I don't want eat rice liau la but..... unfortunately my maggie mee if don't eat nanti expired liau wor..... how eh?

I don't want to be fatter la scared get diabetes, stroke, heart attack, high blood pressure and so on la......

That's why la I said sweetness is poisonous and too much sweetness breaks the heart!!!!

Boring and Silly Doralin Quotes (Lesson 1)

These are the silly quotes that popped out from my mind. It's the lessons I learn through out my life. Life is truly a struggle and we must learn to be a better person by learning a new lesson through our journey in life.

Words

People said that be careful when we handle a sharp blade. If we are careless and unmindful with it, we might cut and hurt our self or even worse is when we unintentionally injured others.

There goes the same with words... words are even worse. People says that hurtful words are sharper than blade.. hurtful words can cut even deeper.... cause it can wound the fragile heart and the wound takes time to heal. Therefore use our words wisely and mindfully otherwise... we wound not only ourselves but the people around us.

(Just shut your big mouth up if you cannot think of a wise and nice word to say!)

Sweet lovely words

Sweet words are pleasant to the ears,
Sweet words melts the fragile heart,
Sweet words clears the sorrow from the eyes,
Sweet words brightens our day....
But...
If the sweet words is used insincerely,
If sweet words are used only to deceived,
If sweet words are used untruthfully,
The poor heart will crack and breaks,
The poor heart will be hurt with deep cut wound
that might take ages to heal...

Ladies and gentlemen don't be fool by sweet words cause they are poisonous.... and don't use sweet words if we are not sincere la... Have I done that before? Ok, in future I better shut my mouth if I am not sincere...)

(Don't take a lot of sugar...... it is poisonous and will lead to DIABETES that will kill you one day!!!!)

Be Forgiving.

Hard is to forgive others for the mistakes that they done,
Hard is it to look at the people we are unwilling to forgive,
Hard is to keep on holding the grudges towards others
Harder still is to forgive the mistakes that oneself has done to oneself
harder is to look at our inner self that we are unwilling to forgive.
Harder is to keep on torturing oneself with an unforgiven heart.
Life is short, life is beautiful...
Let go and be happy!
Forgive others and be happier,
Forgive ourselves and be the happiest human on earth!!!!

(Aiya never mind la forgive and forget la, we are one big happy family..... Oooops.... forgive but forget me not la... can still be happy family what.....)

Mistakes

Elephant in front of the eyes we do not see
but the germs over the sea we can see!!!

What is this nonsense??????

Peribahasa Melayu:
GAJAH DI DEPAN MATA TAK NAMPAK TAPI KUMAN DI SEBERANG LAUT NAMPAK!!!!

Means usually, we always can see very clearly the mistakes done by others no matter how small the mistakes is but we fail to look at our own mistakes although our mistakes is as big as the ELEPHANT.

Think deeply la...

In other words,
Eh! look at oneself first la... you think you are so damn perfect and good ah? Keep on saying other people so bad and mean but look in the mirror la.... we are no better ourselves, so who are we to condemn others????) Buat malu sendiri je!!!!!


Any silly personal qoutes to share?

Life is.......

Life is a struggle.... especially when you are a bit 'less privileged'

Neither am I complaining nor am I comparing....

What is there to complain if there is no one to listen?

What is there to compare if that will just make things worse?

Just, accept that life itself is a struggle,

and the journey we take is not always rough,

With faith, endurance and patience....

I know that every journey will come to an end,

every worries and troubles will surely disappears,

only that I need to be tough and stay strong...

till the time comes when every struggle comes to an end.....

Alcohol Damaged My Image

My friends and I was at Orange's house during her wedding eve (Buffet dinner) and all of us were really happy that day cause is Orange's 'Big" day tomorrow. We were hungry so this is what we eat....

Yummy! Tummy! Satay.... our favourite

Wow! Not bad, got tasty curry chicken, small sausages and big fish balls too...

I am so lucky, I just sat there like a 'wood' and my Sweet Dear (Plum) and my Dearest Jean will take the food for me... Ceh! Lazy me, so SPOILED!!!! (I love you two!!!!)

Everything was fine at first.. we talked and joke with each other. Then suddenly Veronica (Vanonica) started to open a can of beer and drink, she said "Why no one wants to accompany me to drink one?" Than, me with my 'big mouth' go and say "Never mind, I accompany you." That was the first time in my entire life, I manage to finish a whole can of beer all by myself.... but I am not proud of it...

Veronica and Me with our can of beer

Plum also drinks? No, she just take a sip and pretends that she can drinks

Hahaha! These two (My sweet Heart Chrispy and Dearest Jean) drink.... 100 Plus cos they are going to jog back to my hostel after the dinner... Nah.... just kidding.

Siew Zie and Me (I look drunk but I am still ok at when this picture is taken)

You see I drink two cans of beer at one go!!! "What happen to Anna? Depression? Broken hearted? Tension and stressed?" Some of you may ask. Of cause none of all those things, I only drink ONE can of Beer, the tiger beer was Chrispy's and I only borrowed it to take photo. (By the way, I am not promoting those two brands of beer ok, Carlsberg and Tiger didn't pay me anything for this!!!)

Hah! There comes the two lovely ladies... Lemon and Banana, This two Buddies was LATE!!! cause they went to shop at One-Utama.... punishment for both of them.... each of them has to drink one can of beer..... (Ceh! Kena punish also still can smile happily)

Later that night, we play card games for fun. Chrispy suggested that we play 'BLUFF' and the loser will have to drink a cup of beer.... and guessed what I am the loser (I drink 1 and a half cup of beer) :-(

The person that caused me to lose is no other then........

My own Sweet Dear Plum!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dare to smile some more!!! I Don't want to friend her liau...

Veronica posing with the cards and Banana dreaming beside her (These two also lose but not as bad as me!!!)

By the end of the night, I was a bit blur... my head feels slightly dizzy and light, my face and ears become so red and warm, I feels a bit like floating when i walk but I was still alert and in control. Luckily I know how to stop... if not, these are what going to happened to me if I get really drunk

1. I WILL EMBARRASSED MYSELF IN FRONT OF OTHERS BY MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF. (image terus SPOILED beyond repair)

2. I MIGHT START TO SING AND TALK LOUDLY.... plus saying out the things that should not be said.... (THIS WILL DEFINITELY GET ME INTO BIG TROUBLE)

3. I WILL BE SO BLUR AND DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT AM I DOING OR WHERE AM I. IN SHORT LOST FOCUS LA.... (VERONICA WILL SCOLD ME SIAU IF THIS HAPPENS)


4. I MIGHT BE MORE DARING AND DO SILLY FACE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA

5. I WILL HAVE HALLUCINATION AND THINKS BANANA IS MY MOM AND KISS HER (HAHAHA! I MISS MY MOM LA. OF CAUSE BANANA DON'T LOOK LIKE MY MOM... SHE IS WAY TOO YOUNG TO BE CALL A MOM)

6. I WILL HAVE TO TELL LIES TO MY MOM IN THE PHONE AND THIS IS VERY BAD FOR LYING TO YOUR MOM.

The moral of the story is be moderate in drinking beer, you can drink alcoholic drinks but you must have self control. Know your limit and stop at once if you know that you are getting drunk. Honestly speaking Alcoholis drinks are very bad not only for health but for our reputation and image as well.